Searching

I feel like I’m facing
this world on my own.
I’m surrounded by people,
yet I’m still all alone.

I have more than some,
but what I want will never be mine.
Another year older,
and I’m running out of time.

There’s a hole in my heart
where my life should be.
I spend every night
wandering aimlessly.

I’m so tired of searching
for somewhere to be.
The world is a lock,
and I can’t find the key.

I can’t build a foundation
on a mound of shifting sand.
I can’t be accepted in a
world that doesn’t understand.

Written by

Tammy Fay Siboloski
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